LadyMidnight81

Hey, it's been too long everyone....I want to start keeping up with everything like I used to ,but life and my health really haven't allowed that, I'm hoping that changes soon, but we shall see...

Reports of my demise are greatly exaggerated, heh, anyway, my health has been not so good since I last posted on here, still dealing with the chronic pain and everything while trying to wean off my pain pills to see how much of the pain is really there without them since I've been taking them so long, it's not going very well right now since my head is in a bad swing, but I think it's starting to swing back to it's 'normal' levels, hopefully....

I haven't really been doing much in the way of creative things since Feb., just a couple of things now and then that I will post pics of on here when I can find them or take pics of the ones I forgot to do so for as of yet. It really pains me that I haven't been writing much at all, but it's so joyful when inspiration comes now I don't question anything anymore, as long as inspiration comes back every time I'm not going to complain anymore....

I missed you guys...I'm on Twitter a lot now since it's so quick and easy to use and it engages my brain enough to distract me, but not so much that I have to think or concentrate for long stretches of time, which makes my pain worse, so com eon and talk to me sometime, I'm LadyMidnight81

Okay I think that's enough for now, Later guys

Life has most certainly got in the way since my last journal entry and my creativity seems to be hiding out under a rock in some undisclosed location, only out in little snippets and dreams.....

Sorry I don't have anything of a more cheery mood, but things have been really hard lately, Hope all of you are doing much better than I am, lol.......

Later

--LadyMidnight81

Sorry it's been so long since I've been on here life is a bitch and my health has been holding me back from doing a lot of things and my creativity seems to have moved on to someone else unless I have a specific purpose I need to write or make somehting for, like the picture of the mask I made for this years Vampire's Masquerade Ball, I still went this year even though I probably shouldn't have, but the only reason I will miss that is if I am so sick or injured I'm in the hospital or dead.....

Since I was here last I did have two surgeries for my carpal tunnel, one for each wrist of course, one in February and one in March, and have been have ing to deal with that and healing and recovering, and lucky me I got an awful cold right after my first surgery and right now I have the same thing except this time it escalated with broncitis and an ear infection, so that always adds to me overall pain level and well being as well....then my mom had surgery on her hand for trigger fingers so we've both been recovering and I have to help her out like she does for me everytime I have one, so have been busy around here for months....

The end of last year is a blur from pain and pain meds and losing track of time being able to do nothing but rest in my dark  bedroom, so I don't even remember what I was doing then, celebrated holidays with family, but very low-key, even missed several get-togethers because of my pain, but I was glad at the same time as being sad to miss it because our family is big and very loud.....

Okay, I just wanted to pop by and post the pic of the mask I made for the ball and reassure anyone that cares out there that I'm still alive despite any indications to the contrary, and if I haven't replied to your comments or favorites in months I'm sorry, but I had to just delete everything but the main comment section because it had been so long since I logged in the number of stuff in my inbox was like over 20,000, so sorry, but then again I don't think I will be able to go back to being able to comment on every fave and little thing around here for quite sometime, comments and notes I can still hopefully keep up on whenever I pop in to  make sure things don't get back-logged like that were when I logged in this morning...

Later